underneith my smile is my broken heart

judul postingan gue itu udh gue bikin sejak lama kira2 5 atau 6 bulan yang lalu tepat nya bulan mei!krn itu yang gue rasain sekarang gak tau kenapa setiap gue inget kata2 itu gue selalu sedih idk kenapa itu bisa terjadi wkwkw ah lebe amat gue!tp bener kata ghina loh as long I have besties I dnt need boys!pinter noh ghina bikin nya wuehehe,gue kadanag2 suka bingung cengo kl mikirin dia apalagi kl gue flashback masa lalu jangan deh males gue inget kan itu nightmares banget wgwgw gue pengen nge posting tp bingung mau nulis apa gue udh tau mau nulis apa tapi susah ungkapin nya kelewat susah deh sekarang gue bingung di saat dia butuh gue dengerin dia cerita tp giliran dia cerita kadang dia blg 'oh' aja kadang'gatau' kadang 'haha' I need you solution hello!!!maaf ya kl gue komen mulu tentang lo tapi bukan nya gitu I need you to painful my life,I want you to clear all bad memories tht we bring,I still remember your promise,you tell me tht you'll be changes but?you deny it!you tell me tht you love me you tell me tht you won't leave me but you turn around and slowly fading around as time go so fast underneith my smile is my broken heart!I just wnt you to knw tht I'm very well love you I just need you patience I hope you'll be can be wht I want ok?bye